Prayer Amira

Prayer Amira



The only daughter of the late Sudirman beautiful former village head was inevitably have to continue to live alone with his mother, there is no longer any remaining property have all been missing for medical expenses father that he loved it, a family cousin of his late father as if torn from his father eleven ketiaadaan twelve precisely from his mother's side, has been the fact is the world think amira, if in distress who am who consider family. Not only college which stalled in his shirt was no longer changed, so the doctor's dream has now become a mystery that was so scary when he imagined as any he remembers he was always fond of his father who also wanted kesuksesanya added again only was her only child , But what dikata son is God who has the power.

As an ordinary woman Amira can not do much she could replace her job teaching children the Koran in his village that usually it is the activity carried out by voluntary mother, while his father was still there, now where the input of amira expect them enough for living expenses to light a fire in the kitchen and when the need to buy medicine for his mother who suffered from breast cancer that he is sometimes forced to fast for the sake of balance the material life. Why chest Amira watched her mother's condition is becoming more and more a day are dying for lack of treatment that should have been taken seriously by the hospital, it was also the first which makes compelled to choose medical school because the disease has plagued her since she was in high school.

But even so poignant fate that has tervonis to Amira twenties girl was not rumple her sweet face, her smile always friendly even close friends do not know about how the difficulty, because to him everyone must have their share because God is infinite justice , and he did not test beyond the ability of his servant. amira anyway teacher of the Koran ...

Until one night when amira said his mother was feeding him. With trembling hands he touch her daughter's face as the tears are restrained tone "son, marry while the mother is still there so the mother can go quietly, no longer so worried would you at least nothing keeping and tuk lean kid life".
Feeling a thousand slices in the heart amira feels that he weir tears, trembling lips replied with a symphony of crying that during the time he buried "Why did the mother say that ?, no dear mother mira again yes" amira tears streaming down a long queue in the crook of his eyes. "Mira heart bu still vulnerable to losing a father, what now mira ..." and then he hugs his mother in her bed tighten it with hysterical crying as if he wanted to shed tears during the time he withhold the inner lake bu Mira was not strong, not strong ... "Mother, do not leave mira must heal itself bu". Mira hear wailing in her mother's arms as though weak for taking the wind out of the arms of the night, until blowing sekeling disturb any trees in his house, watched the night sky during the trip amira as clearly helped pave genturnya screaming with clouds moon together at night it was not able to protest, when the last heavy rains just did not greet in hadapanya, the stars stepped aside as Rinai rains mean it is the incarnation of the millions of angels who will nestapanya amira sorry.

Up to sob amira stalled when the figure is in the rangkulannya chills gememetar she slowly pull the blanket that is at the foot of her mother, she was a very rigid body trim loved it slowly he rose scrabble telekung in huluan mother, sobbing tone "mira Isha prayers before yes bu .. "

In prostration he pasrahkan himself In his prayer he still can not merela when losing her mother, "Oh god, servant not complain with sheen world who can not enjoy a servant, the servant did not feel deprived if only hungry to be a servant-resistant, and not so servants weep when should bury the dream, the servant can still be upright when you are calling as servant father still has a mother who is very menyangi servant here. But if he had to take thou also of slave ya allah servants do not even know what else the servant want in this world. Give healing to the mother, is not a drug that is not able to buy it for your own servant bidder but with the permission and kehendakamu ya allah. Yarohman, give permission to the lowly servants and the powerless is to beatify Mother, before the Live the ahirnya thou him on your side ".

God's Will

God's Will




I'm just an ordinary human being imperfect and full of flaws. April 17th was the date of my birthday, I do not like when my birthday is celebrated, or be a great day for myself. And this year my age even 15 years, I still live with their parents. The house was inhabited by my family quite comfortable and simple, and I think it's the nicest place 2nd in my life, but life at school was a nightmare for me.

Kriiinggg !!!, alarm sounded, I immediately got out of my bed and immediately prepare the goods to go to school. Bathing, eating, and finally I went to school to where I hate most, but what can we do it is my obligation. The school gate is always open, but not to the gates of friendship. At school I was always teased and ostracized by other friends and I often bullied. I could not do much I just resigned. The class I'm not a good student, I did not have any close friends or people to invite my friends speak only for debriefing or tasks besides just never.

Very beautiful. Although I had no friends and did not feel the warmth of friendship, but fortunately I still can feel the love. There was a girl who I love, he was in the next class, she was beautiful and smart, but I'm the opposite. Is it possible? Actually, I've loved it since a year back and I've loved it but I never express what I feel to him. Perhaps he was the only one of my comforter in school. Apes all my life. I prefer people who already have a girlfriend now and I envy him. Now it is no more entertainment in school, I thought I wanted to get into the house and headed for the best place I called "my own room".

I started thinking about those tired I like it I began to lie down in my bed, this is the only paradise for me. My eyes had no longer hold back this drowsiness I finally fell asleep. Yes, I began to sleep I could feel I started to sleep, but why I can realize I began to fall asleep ?! Suddenly I was in a world that is somehow nowhere. Heard the sound of explosions right next to my ear, colorful light obscure blocking my view, there is no way to step on my body and ... why can not I move ?! It was hard, but I remain relaxed, relax ... little by little this terrible place becomes vacant and dark place. And in this dark place I began to think I hated most people and there little by little people came, I started to hit him, he was fighting but I'm here is much more powerful, I think of guns, and guns that appeared in my hand, without further ado I started cracked down. After all, all became dark again and I started to wake up in bed, I felt satisfied because I can avenge it if only in sleep.

I realized that it was a dream and strangely I could arrange it! My heart's content! "Hahahhahah" laughed kepuasanku terlisankan. Probably the same thing I can do this again tomorrow night, and tomorrow and the day after and continue until my satisfaction satisfied. Maybe then I can come up with people I love, and I could be with him in a dream world with free will or "Acts of God"